(5) ❤The
Crush❤
Over time I’ll begin 2 realize dat ma ex isn’t da 0nly one in da world.. ( I juz admit it lorr.. ) “Wo0w!! There’s sum damn fine peeps in this city!!” Da point is, once I able 2 open maself up again, 0ther people will want 2 get 2 n0e me aiite?? “Even if I’m n0t ready 2 start an intense relationship with sumb0dy else, listen here nyima.. — get 0ut there n start having fun again..” Forsure I’ll get 0ver ma ex a l0t faster if I stop m0ping around..
(6) ❤FREEDOM
BABY!!❤
I haven’t th0ught bout ma ex in days, (well it’s a start k..) n Wo0w, there he is strolling d0wn the street wif sum0ne else, AND ma stomach d0esn’t lurch as if there’s a gerbil ( kind of m0use laa.. ) 0n steroids lodged in ma intestines, ma face doesn’t even turn bright red.. ( knape? Xpecaye?? ) n tell u wut, when I say hi , ma ex lo0ks m0re unc0mfortable than me..!! ( hahaha.. serves him rite!! ) Once da enc0unter is over, I stroll away pr0ud n tall.. n dun think b0ut da enc0unter for m0re then 10minutes ever again. ( plus die plak t0leh belakang tinguk aku.. huhuhu.. ) I smile, ( semanis2 senyuman.. ) bc0z......................
n0w I noe............
I’m finally free n ready to
open up n l❤ve again…!!
v( ^,^ )v
2~no he❤rt 2 b br0ken again…
(3) ❤The
Melancholy Part❤
( Makin teruk daa.. ) I go through da phase 0f listening 2 songs dat remind me of him.. ( 1 of them is Dealova )… cry int0 a pillow dat remind me of his sh0ulder, n ag0nize bout wut’s going 2 happen next.. ( really2 no idea.. ) Ma life may seem over, but I believe dat time heals all w0unds n even a broken heart will mend 0ver time.. ( chaiy0kk2!! ) Dat moment suxs..!! Fuckin suxs!! “Nyima.. dun hold in your hurt, you’ll only feel w0rst later on girl..”
(Well, I luv m0nologue… nyetttt2.. v( ^,^ )v )
(4) ❤The
Rage❤
"That P-O-Y-O boy!! I treated them like gold!" Diz is da m0st critical stage dat I called - Bitterness. Dunn0 y, I list all his annoying traits dat I once thought was actually cute. ( daaarr.. cute kew??!! ) N0w dat I l0ok go0d n feel go0d, I can actually say n believe, "if he dun want me, that’s his problem, n0t mine..!!" Over time I start missing him less n luv maself m0re.. Next, I keep maself busy wif new hobbies, ( hit da malls almost everyday..! huhu..) family, ( especially wif ma sister’s baby named Mya ) n friends.. Thus, there is n0 point feeling s0rry for maself when there is a wh0le world 0ut there waiting for me with plenty 0f new n exciting pe0ple 2 meet…!!
Melancholy Part❤
( Makin teruk daa.. ) I go through da phase 0f listening 2 songs dat remind me of him.. ( 1 of them is Dealova )… cry int0 a pillow dat remind me of his sh0ulder, n ag0nize bout wut’s going 2 happen next.. ( really2 no idea.. ) Ma life may seem over, but I believe dat time heals all w0unds n even a broken heart will mend 0ver time.. ( chaiy0kk2!! ) Dat moment suxs..!! Fuckin suxs!! “Nyima.. dun hold in your hurt, you’ll only feel w0rst later on girl..”
(Well, I luv m0nologue… nyetttt2.. v( ^,^ )v )
(4) ❤The
Rage❤
"That P-O-Y-O boy!! I treated them like gold!" Diz is da m0st critical stage dat I called - Bitterness. Dunn0 y, I list all his annoying traits dat I once thought was actually cute. ( daaarr.. cute kew??!! ) N0w dat I l0ok go0d n feel go0d, I can actually say n believe, "if he dun want me, that’s his problem, n0t mine..!!" Over time I start missing him less n luv maself m0re.. Next, I keep maself busy wif new hobbies, ( hit da malls almost everyday..! huhu..) family, ( especially wif ma sister’s baby named Mya ) n friends.. Thus, there is n0 point feeling s0rry for maself when there is a wh0le world 0ut there waiting for me with plenty 0f new n exciting pe0ple 2 meet…!!
1~no he❤rt 2 b br0ken again…
(1) ❤The
Realization ❤
Lately I notice dat things hav been a
bit rocky between me n ‘dat b0y’.. well ROCKY may be an understatement..! TREMULOUS, ROLLER COASTER RIDE FROM HELL is much m0re like it I think..huhhh… Ok, maybe now I’m exaggerating.. ( terlebey sudaa..) Anyways, I’ve c0me 2 realize dat things aren’t going 2 work 0ut unless I enjoy getting da "silent treatment".. Someh0w, da sparks dat were flying at da beginning of ma relationship hav n0w turned int0 an uncontr0llable forest fire… ( I guess s0..
) Ultimately, I need 2 muster up da courage n face da fact dat things AREN’T AREN’T WORKING…!!
(2) ❤The
ACTUAL Realization❤
I had da biggest fight ever n v0w never 2 see him again.. Wut happens now when I realize I can never call him again f0r a quick cup 0f coffee… 0r, at all?? Hurmmm… Wut if I start 2 miz him?? Wut if he DON’T miz me?? Then I start 2 think maybe it wasn’t a g0od idea 2 break up after all… ( aduhh.. k0mpius ag.. ) oh no.. no.. n0.. I’ve made up ma mind… OF COURSE it was a go0d idea — our relationship wasn’t w0rking out.. Don’t call him, remember I broke up f0r a reason.. (biarlah rahsia.. ) Juz bc0z I miss him d0esn’t mean it’ll be great when I see him again..!! ( yeahh.. ) I juz keep reminding maself y I broke up in da first place n DON’T CALL HIM!!!
Realization ❤
Lately I notice dat things hav been a
bit rocky between me n ‘dat b0y’.. well ROCKY may be an understatement..! TREMULOUS, ROLLER COASTER RIDE FROM HELL is much m0re like it I think..huhhh… Ok, maybe now I’m exaggerating.. ( terlebey sudaa..) Anyways, I’ve c0me 2 realize dat things aren’t going 2 work 0ut unless I enjoy getting da "silent treatment".. Someh0w, da sparks dat were flying at da beginning of ma relationship hav n0w turned int0 an uncontr0llable forest fire… ( I guess s0..
) Ultimately, I need 2 muster up da courage n face da fact dat things AREN’T AREN’T WORKING…!!
(2) ❤The
ACTUAL Realization❤
I had da biggest fight ever n v0w never 2 see him again.. Wut happens now when I realize I can never call him again f0r a quick cup 0f coffee… 0r, at all?? Hurmmm… Wut if I start 2 miz him?? Wut if he DON’T miz me?? Then I start 2 think maybe it wasn’t a g0od idea 2 break up after all… ( aduhh.. k0mpius ag.. ) oh no.. no.. n0.. I’ve made up ma mind… OF COURSE it was a go0d idea — our relationship wasn’t w0rking out.. Don’t call him, remember I broke up f0r a reason.. (biarlah rahsia.. ) Juz bc0z I miss him d0esn’t mean it’ll be great when I see him again..!! ( yeahh.. ) I juz keep reminding maself y I broke up in da first place n DON’T CALL HIM!!!
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